A look at myself in the mirror, a silent stare at the wall
Evokes many unwanted emotions, oh! Am I taking the fall?
Getting lost for hours has become a regular habit!
The harsh reality is that I am extremely good at it!
No matter how much I try, how much ever I fight
Can’t really let go of your memories which I hold so tight
Around my insane heart, bloodied to the core
As to my great dissent I keep falling more and more
In love with you, the feeling makes my head go crazy
Trying so damn hard to hold on to your image, so hazy
‘Coz it has been so long since you had bid goodbye
After you cut me up and stabbed me for another guy!
Time moves on like it should but I stand right there
Rooted to the spot, gripped with pain and fear;
I cry and I bleed for it’s time for me to move on;
No! I’m no brave-heart and I can’t just get it done!
How can you forget the one who’s conjoined to your every memory?
The very thought of this takes the breath out of me!
No one can fathom the level of hatred that I have for you!
No one will ever understand the love beneath that as I rue!
I wanted to love you and thought that in your heart I’ll rule
Like an epic love story, but I ended up being an emotional fool.